November 09, 2004
a little moody
i don't know what to do. it's a really hard decision to make and i don't understand why the doctor can't do it for me. he says, "go home, look at your calendar and then just call in and make an appointment." i'm supposed to make a conscious decision of when i want to inflict a shitload of pain on myself. it seemed easy enough at first, right away, i thought, the sooner the better. the sooner i have surgery, the sooner i'll be back on my bike. but then there's the holidays, family coming to visit, i was supposed to go on a vacation, blech. i guess there is no good time to get cut open and be incapacitated for a few weeks really.
so yeah, i'm pretty depressed about the whole thing. i feel like a big fat slob not getting any exercise and all i want to do is eat cookies and french fries and feel sorry for myself. i haven't listened to so much coldplay and elliott smith in a long fuckin' time. i keep bitching out my coworkers so they sent me home. hopefully i won't get too addicted to the vicodin.
Posted by meloknee at November 9, 2004 12:19 PM
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The first thing you need to do is stop listening to Coldplay and Elliott Smith (seriously). The second thing is to save some of the vicodin (it will help curb your addiction if you share). The third is to start eating Chubby Hubby.
Posted by: Shannon at November 9, 2004 04:21 PM
Nuts to that. Start eating Chunky Monkey. Do save some Vicodin, though.
Posted by: jlg at November 9, 2004 05:16 PM
Have you looked into getting a mechanical knee? I think cyborg is the new pink!
Posted by: Ken at November 9, 2004 09:18 PM
well, i went and bought some bordeauxs (my favorite) from see's candy and ate those with some yummy red wine...that helped. i'm also listening to franz ferdinand, how is it possible to be sad while listening to franz??
oh, and cyborg is definitely the new pink.
Posted by: melanie at November 10, 2004 09:23 AM